gentle hugs to everyone too... jinny is right .... it does have to come out for things to feel better,,,,, the details are so hard though aren't they?...everytime I get to the details, I get sick to my tummy.... last friday my T asked me if there was "anything I could eat that would make me feel better"...
I thought "are you kidding?'' I just wanted a magic wand that would make it all go away....

take it slow and easy... a little at a time