(((( SecretGarden ))))

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How would it feel to be angry or disappointed with her instead of blaming yourself? How would it feel to be disappointed in her? It sounds like you might be.

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But this is new, sudden, so something must have caused it, right? And it would mean I have a right to expect something from her in the first place. I don't feel that I do. .... But somewhere in there I understand what you are saying. And my thought is that (omg!!) I <font color="purple"> can't</font> be angry with her! If I am, <font color="purple"> then </font> what might happen!!