with everything else she has been there for
helped me thru a hell of alot of bad stuff thats happened
why not this too
is it all too much now
is it way too hard for her
shes gonna go start a new life overseas
am i just too hard
have i just been too selfish
have i just been so consumed in my own hell
i ignored hers

ty all for ur sweet words
i hope i will be able to have that new york fk em all day and be able to forget them all and live peacefully in sunshine manor