Why? Why? Why?
I opened myself right back up again. Okay, it was for a good reason, but still. ~ARGH!!!!! ~GRRRRR!!!!!
~So STUUUUUPid!!!!!!
There's not a damn thing I can do about it except deal with it and move on.
It feels like a year's worth of work just went down the drain.
Why do I trust myself to trust people? Why?
My Mom is very appreciative for my having shown up. That made it worth it, I guess.
I'm sooooo depressed and grumpy and angry and so tired and hungry all the time. ~I'm not happy.

You know, these smiley faces have a way of cheering me up. I really like these guys.