I guess at the moment my constant fears that I think about daily are as listed;
Driving
Going out by myself
Speaking and expressing myself to others
Getting lost by myself
Afraid of what others think about me
Having something negative happen to me or someone I know and care for
I mean, it gets to the point where I even avoided going outside because it snowed so much and I was afraid of falling on the ice and having someone see me fall (seriously!) Last weekend my husband got sick and he felt like going to the hospital and all I thought about was (I dont want to drive at night because I am too scared)
Because negative thoughts just adds to all this. I try to think positive but there's that dark side that always reminds me of my fears and how I fail to confront them at times. Maybe it's because I am not a confident person, I don't trust myself to handle certain situations when deep inside I know I can do well and better than what I assume.
Oh, and I work at home (office work) so it's not like socialize :/
Last edited by CrystalSteph; Jan 29, 2015 at 10:09 AM.
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