I've noticed how MOST borderlines I talk to are bisexual. So are my partner and I - both women and both borderlines. I've had huge sexual urges since I was like 6 years old but for some reason I'm terrified of people touching me so I have to really trust the one I'm with. My parents think it's because some kind of trauma in early childhood and... yeah. ANYWAY, I used to blow guys cause I felt I owed them at least some kind of sexual act and feel awful afterwards.