Im so exhausted with BP.. I wish that the exhaustion would stop and I could just feel peace. I'm exhausted with the swings going from one extreme to the other. Im exhausted with how I physically feel. Im exhausted with taking meds that make me feel horrible after I take them. Im exhausted with having to do what the doctors, my therapist and social worker want me to do. I'm exhausted with not being able to see my BF. Im exhausted with not being able to plan things and know how I will be Im exhausted of being in debt almost on a continual basis. Im exhausted with not having my night life like I used to. I'm exhausted of being on SSD and not being able to work and be in my chosen field. Everything is exhausting me.