I also married my husband when I knew things weren't so sure, but we went ahead because we knew we couldn't live without each other. That, and because I fell pregnant so my situation was ******. He found out about my flings when I was heavily pregnant, and everything went downhill. I raised my newborn alone, while trying to save my marriage. But finally I had called lawyers up for a divorce but decided to go to a pdoc, cause things were too crazy

We are "okay" right now. We don't talk about it, but we talk about other things. I go to therapy for general depression. I respect him and ask him what he needs from me, and what I need from him. I tell him I feel lonely, he steps up and vice versa