....this question makes me wonder about myself.

i have a past where telling people such things has gotten me put in a psychiatric hospital.

...and at this moment and have been for a while, thinking of hurting self, and i have a pretty much fool-proof way of succesfully bringing about my self-demise. nothing is 100%, but this method seems pretty certain and painless (no I won't share the method...not saying anyone would want to know...but i don't want to have others deaths on my conscious.)

i fear telling my therapist these details, fear that it may be seen as just a ploy for attention. and i don't want to be thrown into a hospital again...

...plus i wouldn't do anything immediately anyway. i'd have to no longer be a client of hers for at least a year...so that I can put distance from her....from a legal standpoint...and because if I go under "her watch"....it would make her feel real bad and could damage her. so there is not "plan" for anything immediate...

if i should tell her anything, why do you think so?