Nothing gets done all-at-once? You don't have to become Michelangelo or Da Vinci tomorrow? LOL Just "have fun" and experiment with where you are. 5+ years ago I decided to get my second BA and just finished last week and this week I'm in grad school :-) but, 6-10 years ago when I was looking, thinking, hoping, wondering, etc. about going to grad school, it was "impossible" extremely scary and depressing to think about expecially since I was withdrawing from classes right and left.

Give yourself permission to try things out (and to fail at some of them!) while you find the "right" thing for you to do "next." Keep in the present, it's really the only safe place to be. Worrying about tomorrow or regretting yesterday are the true traps.