This morning, she said that I was in her dream. I sit behind a computer during coffee break. So she told me to check out what her dream means. The website I found basically said that the dreamer is "trying to express their feelings and that they have a need to be loved".

Around 10 am, me and her went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. I asked her about what she thinks her dream is about. She said that she doesn't know, that it's probably because we spend a lot of time together and that it doesn't mean anything. I was showing emotions the whole time. She was done preparing and asked me "Aren't you going to make your soup ?". I told her I am not eating soup and that I brought something already prepared from home. She said "Ohh you tricked me into talking to you." with a faint smile.

Basically she ignored everything, but she understood it because... after this, she went hyper-happy. It wasn't the emotional happiness she was showing me for the last two weeks. That emotional happiness is what I fell for. Now it was more like outloud but still fake happiness. She already showed this " fake happiness" two months ago when it all started, then stopped it and started showing me emotions.

The strange thing is that I didn't feel very bad. I just shut myself up, not being able to laugh or be sad. I just wanted to go home ASAP. I still feel like this. It's like I got hurt and reverted to the old state I was in before she came.

So I WAS being emotionally played just so that she can stroke her ego for a day. A normal person would at least feel some form of awkwardness and empathy that he/she can't return the same feelings. She didn't show this AT ALL. Now I wonder whether her dream was pulled out of a dream interpreter she probably has at home.

This is the first girl I felt comfortable around being a human being, showing my emotions freely and she ended up being an emotional succubus.

Edit: There is still tomorrow, but I highly doubt it. She kinda did try to cheer me up, but I am not sure if it really was cheering up. It more felt like "I went a bit too far, maybe this will partially fix it."