The depression lies to you. You would not be doing your wife a favor, she would blame herself and morn your loss. Do you have a therapist or doctor you can talk these things over with? Please tell your wife how you feel and ask for help.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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