Hi, Lorne here
I am figuring out this online thing and typing. I D
dont know if its ok to just ramble on and vent but Im going to because Ive beem retired out now for 20yrs this coming Oct from our wonderful govt. With severe PTSD and have .ever been able to talk about it and its better no oneknows. People think youre 5150. I thi.k its slowly changing. Nobody will hire you. I have master skills. If it rollz floats or flies i can fix tt or drive it or fly it.I am lic. To buid any building and and can. From
Surveying the land to handing you the keys

But get hired when they see my history.
It doesnt happen.Ive managed barely.
You lose your wife your family your friends your job and your respect.thats just year one.
Dont dare breakdown or cry in front of others. Bathrooms become a good escape.
The worst iz the look of horror on the faces of people when you walk In
to a room. Thats the worst. Yes I did horrible things but not to friends or family or non threats. Thanks for me venting