Yes I talk to about any sucidel ideologys I am having and she manages to talk me out of them. She has never appeared disturbed or threatened by my self harming gestures in the past, and I think I was a little disappointed at times looking back. I needed to see how much I could affect her. Now I have internalied some of her calmness about it and often end up seeing my own intentions much quicker now, and know most times they are a cry for help more than a wish for death or harm...at times its almost scary seeing my last coping techinque vanishing,.