So sorry your post was not replied to. Many people have been buried in 3 feet of snow from the blizzard. We usually welcome people within an hour.

So sorry to hear how much your situation has distressed you.

There is a forum that may have some relevant postings and in which you can also post.
Anxiety, Panic and Phobias - Forums at Psych Central

There are also articles that might be of interest
Psych Central - Search results for Phobia of vomiting

Thank you for sharing your story.