The good thing is I found out that I don't have an eating disorders, it's an auto hallucination. I'm on new meds. My husband wants me to listen to T about what to do. He fully believes that I'll be involuntary committed. He wants me there until the meds work. That he'll have to tell relatives but he can't see me like this. He still thinks at any moment I'll hurt mysel, I won't. He's upset that I felt pressured to leave and I feel like I was not ready. If T involuntarcommits me I'll be there for a while because my 200+ file gets transferred with me.