At least you are feeling SOMETHING.
Question:
do you want to continue feeling like crap and hating yourself, or would you like to try feeling a different emotion and simply don't know how to ask?

Because through thick & thin I hated people, events, things, but I never hated myself, and it wasn't easy but I am finally happy.

I won't join a pity party, but you can have the support of many awesome people and make some changes.

I just can't handle I'm a victim and feel sorry for me, come on girl
challenge yourself and join us!