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Old Jan 29, 2015, 11:48 PM
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Originally Posted by Supanova View Post
I've failed in my goals for the summer. I've jepodised my job, my home, my relationship. Yeah guilt. Anxiety.

I havent looked after myself for a few days. I've not been eating or drinking right (my water is currently undrinkable). I've been aiming to go shopping for 3 days now and it hasnt happened.

I feel a constant state of stress. I think it'd be best to go to hospital but so dont want to.
I think it's great you were so honest with your therapist. That took strength and courage.

You need to take care of yourself and get better. You said you'd made 4 attempts on your life this year. Be strong, have courage, and put yourself in a safe place where you can get better. Don't risk anything else. If your gut is telling you to go to the hospital, then go. Be strong. Get stronger.

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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus

Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.

MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .

Well, at least I still have my sense of humor.