27 years of age, up until 2 months ago I was fine, enjoying life. Although have always dealt with anxiety, stress, OCD.
Lots of stress in December and I started to notice that my mood was kind of down and I told my girlfriend that something is not right with me.
Then this derealization feeling hits... Lasted a week and then I notice that my visual memories of surrounds starts to become more distant...you know your family, job and things like that feel very distant in your memories.
Then one day I woke up like half of my brain was shut down... Like I'm trapped and I couldn't think.. Memories became so bad... Something I did few minutes ago become very fuzzy and perception of time was very off! It's like there is a huge fog surrounding my whole brain preventing me from thinking and remembering properly and it was hell and torturing. Everything just felt different.
My psychologist didn't really help, she was saying prolonged stress and anxiety... I don't believe that, still waiting for my blood test result, doubt there will be anything. Next step would be a psychiatrist or neurologist
Any ideas? This is life changing as it's affecting my job as a computer developer.
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