At first I thought I am right, then I slept on it and then though that I was just angry and misinterpreted the whole thing. Now, I am confused myself. I don't know what to think.

Just an hour ago, a girl that works in a store... I see her from time to time. She is friendly to me, but I am not interested in her (and never was). I was making small talk and she told me that she never goes out. I asked her why. She told me she has nobody to go out with and that I can call her so that we can go out together. I understood the message... I could see the fear in her eyes as she said that... I felt really bad that I can't return the feelings.

I was instantly reminded of the situation I was in. Except I was sad that I have to refuse her, my coworker on the other hand was happy.

The craziest thing is that my coworker is a sweet girl, she always has a positive look on life, she never complains about anything, she is never angry (at anyone or anything, she just gets frustrated, but very rarely), she is nice to everyone and everyone likes her . It's really, really, really difficult to hate her. She talked to me and joked with me today... like nothing happened.