When i'm home alone and nobody calls me for days. When i go out alone and someone ask if i'm alone.When i'm out alone and it looks like everyone is with friends but me.The last few years i have attended concerts and baseball games mostly alone. When i would go places with some folks there would always be some kind of drama.It's hard being alone. But i'd rather be alone than with drama filled people. But being alone a lot has done a number on my self esteem at times.There is one good thing though. There is this cute guy i see at concerts and i notice he is alone a lot to.So when i see him by himself i don't feel like such a loser.I admit i'm starting to have feelings for him and am confused. My self esteem with guys and relationships is not good.