Quite bluntly, though I feel sorry for you, I also cannot have much respect for you. If you feel that something is missing in your relationship, it is your duty to discuss it with the other person, even if doing so is unpleasant. No matter how difficult the situation, first try to resolve the issue with your partner. If it doesn't work out, LEAVE, and then do whatever you want.

If you can't resolve it, FIRST dump your partner and THEN go f**k ten other people ... I think that's totally fine, as long as you're not pretending to be committed to any one person.

I think cheating is the worst way to hurt your partner. I feel sorry for your husband and cannot believe he is still with you. It is unforgivable in my eyes. Cheating is never the answer to relationship problems.

Again, I don't mean to hurt you, I'm just being honest as I would be wasting my time otherwise. You seem remorseful about it, which shows you have a conscience ... however, some things just cannot be undone, and this is one of the worst possible ones

That said,