Split, I feel the same way today. I don't know if thats comforting....I just felt the need to share with you that even with two years sober, I still have those very same days.

I just want to cry, I have no motivation, just feel sad. I've learned to accept that these days are normal. Hmmmm, wow, emotions are normal lol.

I too, have no desire to drink, thank God. I can look back over the last couple of weeks and see that my meeting routines have changed. I used to go every day. I didn't get to a meeting all weekend and my sponsor has been out of town. So I haven't had my dose of sobriety since Friday. Gee, no wonder I'm a basket case today.

I'm also freaking out about money AGAIN. I'm almost out of gas in my car and am completely broke. Its a crappy place to be but I keep reminding myself that I'm always taken care of in the end.

Its emotional days like this that the only comfort I can find is from my concious contact with my HP and knowing that this too shall pass.

I guess I just wanted to share that I feel the same way today. Its always been a comfort for me when I hear that others are just as nuts as me sometimes.

Oh I understand I understand I understand......at least we're sober......some days thats the only thing I know for sure.

Hang in there girlfriend, we'll get through it together.