I don't know if there is a name for it, but I have it, too. I had to retire earlier this year and am only getting about half of my salary in disability income. I hate seeing the bills come in and I hate looking at my bank account, as if sticking my head in the sand will make more money appear. My credit is still good so far but I don't know for how long, with the medical bills and the cost of medication.

I'm sorry you are having such a tough time, but I do understand where you are coming from.