Today when I went in, I got to meet my new therapist and sit down with her some and talk, she couldn't understand what I was saying because I was talking really fast. The only thing I didn't bring up was that I believe that the meds are taking control over my mind and that there are people watching me and that they can control me through the medication. I did bring up that I was having hallucinations and that they were touching me. I'll try to write down what I am thinking in the middle of the night as that is when I am my worst because I can't leave my room and I can't get my energy out.