Looking into local support groups, courses, and whatever else that's mental-health friendly. (set up by a big mental health organisation) I need to get out a little more, because I don't like being trapped indoors. I also wanna MEET more people. I'm sick of being Billy (almost) no mates. I have no friends in this town. x_x

xD Yeah, I'm noticing that tightness a little too, but that could just be the clean, recently washed jeans being tighter again... let's hope so. xD Ignorance is bliss, after all. I had a bit of a ragequit from crap food earlier. I went to the shops in a "fit of rage" (yeh, not really xD) and bought a load of vegetables and some apples. Later on I made a delicious spicy salad, when I would have previously eaten crap.

I dunno why I veered off course so much... but I largely blame Christmas. Unlike a lot of people it seems, if I stray from my routine even just a bit, it can get out of control. Problem is, I had very little support from the people whom it mattered the most. My dad, for example... kept offering me crap food. And lately, every time I go around there, there's a load of sweets right in-front of me. >.< I guess he means well, but he just doesn't understand how I work.