(((((((((((Ouch)))))))))))))) Sometimes you just gotta learn to enjoy the ride-whether or not you want to be on that rollercoaster. That's what I'm learning to accept. Or at least trying to learn to accept it.
I know what you mean so I can't say that it's easy. It's not-sometimes I wake up and the first thing I think is "oh crap, I'm still me-it's still my life..." and then I go through everything that's wrong with me and my life. No wonder I'm so grumpy in the mornings.
You're going to be okay, Ouch. It comes in waves-just grab a boogie board and try to ride the high tide. It's all you can do the latter is not an option. Okay? We're here for you.