Some states have mental health centers on a sliding fee scale. They may also have samples of meds from time to time. Check your local yellow pages under mental health and 'community' is often a key word in the name. You might also call your county nurse and ask if they know of such a place.

I hope that helps with your expense.

You will be best served by seeing a psychiatrist. They are brain chemists. Once doing better on meds, your regular MD can prescribe the same. I also recommend a therapist. They can help you identify tools to take care of yourself.

Best wishes.