I am probably the best person I have ever been. I've got an amazing boyfriend, the nicest most caring man in the world. I've got all these awesome friends, and my family have never been so supportive.
But each and every day I just feel down. I feel so isolated and alone. I've got no one who I can talk to, on an emotional level I guess. Like don't get me wrong, I can talk to everyone around me. It's just, they don't have the advice or anything that I need.
I don't know what to do. I feel so down so much.
I just don't know how to get out of this hole. I'm so stuck down here. With no one around to notice me.
Works stressful, life before I started working and met my boyfriend was rubbish. Back then, I had no one. No one even noticed anything when I dropped out of school, moved away from my mother, moved an hour away from home, stopped enjoying what I used to. It's like no one cared. Not one person.

Ugh. Whatever.
I give up.