I obsess on most everything. When it plays into my addictions, I'm stuck. It took me 15 years to quit a 20 year smoking habit. Sex...I have gots to have it. Spending money on stupid things....done it. I can get so locked in whatever, the hours fly by. This has made me late for appointments or skipping work at times. And if I'm at work, I get hung up on the smallest of details that it looks like I didn't get anything done.

But other things like jealousy, cleaning, drinking, making things perfect, perfect wording, exactness, to name a few....just about everything I do, I seem to take it a step to far. To quit things I have to tear myself away from it. Is that bipolar or some other quirky thing that I have got going on? Anyone else?

It's like these 2 paragraphs, they may just be a few sentences, but I've edited them about 30 times already and they still aren't perfect! It's frustrating when you haven't had an English class in 25 years and an iPad that changes everything you type.