When I was about 12 yrs old an adult male (age 20-30'ish) walked up from behind me. Came right in front of me, dropped his pants and underpants, and displayed his erect p-nis. I was very frightened. I had never seen an erect p-nis. My instinctual thought was that it was a gun aimed at me. Later I realized what it had been. After a few seconds of remaining frozen in my place I turned around and raaaaaaaaaan home. Where I got no help processing the incident.

To this day I am absolutely disgusted by the male sexual organs. I am grossed out by them.

Can that incident be considered abuse? And can that have formed my disgust about p-nises?