Hello all,
I'm still new enough that I haven't written 5 approved posts in order to post elsewhere.
Anyone else here with a longtime diagnosis of Bipolar and a new (missed for decades) diagnosis of BPD??
I'm curious and interested to meet anyone new to BPD, but not so new to the Mental Health arena.
I'm older (46), so I'm trying to let go of the anger of not having been diagnosed years ago and perhaps having had different outcomes to the many decisions I have/had tried to make in life. I'm confused and angry, but trying to be forgiving, for my own sake, and open minded to whatever treatment might make a difference. However, with my current "major depressive episode", I'm also wondering "what the hell for?" Why get well now? I missed out on some major life changing events. I wasn't choosing, I was doing whatever I could to get by in life.
I can tell I'm going to be all over the place here, so I'll stop now, but please, anyone else out there living with anger and or regret, I'd be interested to chat.
Thank you. P E A C E
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