Haha you have my hours down to a tee now! Or maybe I'm stalking you haha!

Ah my head is still wrecked, I'm not in a good place but I'm coping. My fiance is actually in the town I'm in now but we only see each other on weekends. If I move to the city I can come home on the weekends anyway, I have free travel with my disability payments. There's really nothing here for me, no jobs no courses and I'm finding the online course too difficult. I've done programming before and the theory in this course is just unnecessarily difficult.

My pdoc has said if I'm not living in the city I can't do the dbt and they're referring me back to the pdocs down here. I really don't want to get involved with the services down here, they're notoriously bad, you never see the same doctor twice, the waiting list for dbt is over a year long, and they just throw medication at you. My doctors in Dublin are really good and so was the dbt program. Not sure what I'm going to do.

But enough about me moaning. How are you doing?