Yes Dreamrunner. I can have a really hard time with it but somehow I muddle through it and those thoughts and feelings totally disappear.
We can only try to accept that maybe this IS IT and this is the best it's going to be. We just have to try to make the most out of it, somehow. Put it into an art project/creative story and make it work for us. Or as KimmyDawn is doing-she's helping others who are going through the same pain and she can empathize with them and give support and help them even though she herself is having a hard time.
You'll be okay, Dreamrunner. You're new here but you'll see that this place can pull you out of a funk.
((((((((((Dreamrunner))))))))))))))