I'm so sorry you're going through this-do you have a tdoc or support group to vent some of this frustration out? If so maybe you could have him come with you to therapy to get some good dialogue going & to mediate so it doesn't just turn into a big fight. I had lack of communication among other things in my first marriage & it became a huge stumbling block for everything else. Somehow your husband needs to understand that right now you need meds just like a diabetic or asthmatic or someone with heart disease. Hope this works out for you soon.