Yeah I'm coming out of it now. I si'd when I was a teenager so had some scars then started again in the past year and a half. My arm is a mess, I'd like to show young self harmers what they're doing to their bodies and how much anxiety it creates for you as you get older. They never really heal enough to go unnoticed and people do notice them. I've gotten odd stares or if I'm in a changing room for hockey or that. It sucks. But I can really see this as being in the past.