Pain and fatigue. Limbs feel encased in cement and I become breathless just trying to lift my legs to walk. Dizzy, fuzzy, can think right. All I think about is how worthless I am. How everyone would be better off without me. I can't get out of bed. Sometimes I cry nonstop. Sometimes I'm so worn, I have no energy for tears. Just lay down in pain, wishing life to be over.