I wanted to share my T a song I wrote to him some time ago. I thought it's best way to share my feelings etc.
I sent it and when I asked him did he listen he said no. After week I asked one more time at the end of session and he said no.
I said- okay.
He was looking confused, I apologised for being unkind at session but he didn't react.
I asked him- Do you hear me?
He- I was thinking did I hurt you?
Me- No.
He- Are you angry?
Me- No.
He- Then what?
Me- Its okay, Im used to be not interesting for you.

After some hours he texted me that he listened to my song. I feel so weird. I feel like I pressed him to do it. I feel bad and guilty.

Do you think I'm acting wrong? I think I mustn't send him songs anymore.
I had similar situation with my email, he was moving away to another place and said he didn't have a time to read it. I was disappointed but when he asked me I said- I believe that you just didn't have a time.
Next time he said he read it and that I can email him and he will surely read it.
When I said that it's not cool that he didn't replie to my happy birthday text, he started to replie to every of my texts.

I feel like I press him to do what he doesn't want. Do I?

P.S. I think I'm not in love with him, he is more like friend to me.