I had a severe episode 3 years ago (the psychosis lasted 8 months) and I feel downright stupid much of the time since. My cognitive functioning has considerately declined. I'm not sure how much if it is still the episode and how much is medication though.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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