Ugh. I'm done. Every bill was late except for one. Late fees. I am such an idiot. SUCH an idiot. I need to learn from this. I need to pay the bill the day it arrives.

How many times have I gone through this? I need to grow up and be responsible. It's hard to think of responsibility when I'm doing things on impulse. I don't mean it. I don't %#@&#! things up on purpose. At least not consciously.