Archipelago, i hope you know i also have the highest regard for you.

Would some of these questions best be asked of other persons studying to be ts? That may be why i didnt understand to begin with. Honestly, its not you, its me. There are many times i purposely do NOT peek behind the curtain with my current t, especially because i feel i spent too much time and energy doing that with previous ts. So this is all MY discomfort, please - not anything you have said or done.