I'm not sure what to say. I guess this is a good way to broach the addiction piece of calling the hotline and lying to get needs met. Even without telling T that you are calling the hotline she works with, you could talk about the issues around someone figuring out who you are, and perhaps getting needs met in another way.

Unless T takes your voice call (even if she does), it is difficult to pinpoint who you are speaking with. I recently had a situation where I contacted a chat and they thought I was someone else. I had not contacted them in the recent past, but apparently my story was very similar to one that had contacted them earlier in the day...