Jamie, I'm glad you have a therapist. Sometimes when we start opening up about painful things in our lives we feel more confused and anxious and upset for a while. We may feel more irritated and impatient with our loved ones. So it is legitimately confusing. Feb 12 is almost two weeks away. If the voices keep bothering you or if you feel like you can't take it, it would be a good idea to call the crisis team. Maybe they could help you before Feb 12.

You're brave to talk about this and I'm glad you're talking here at Psych Central. It's nice having you here.