Hey, ForeverGirl, surviving benzo withdrawal for 23 months and staying motivated to keep going is a big deal. You feel sick most of the time, it goes right down to the marrow of you bones. And still you keep going, putting one foot in front of the other and avoiding the easy out of doctor shopping and going back to where you were 23 months ago. That takes courage and strength, which you might not even know you have when you feel so lousy. But you do. Congratulations on hard work.