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my mother has never been a good mother wish i could help. just as i was reading this post she called to say she isn't taking me to my grandad's place of remembrance today (her father) because her dog is at the vets! he has to stay the day for gods sake. i have written a poem for him and wanted to just sit and look at his name in the rememberance book and now nothing sorry to rant. i'm going to pluck up all my courage and bloody well drive myself there this afternoon.
JUST ONE MORE LET DOWN FROM THE PERSON WHO IS SUPPOSED TO CARE, NEVER HAS AND PUTS HER DOG BEFORE HER DAUGHTER AND HER POOR DECEASED FATHER. ***** IS THE WORD THAT SPRINGS TO MIND RIGHT NOW

SORRY IF THIS OFFENDS I AM HURT AND VERY VERY ANGRY. ONE STEP BACK IN ME AND HER TRYING TO PUT THINGS STRAIGHT.

JIN