This is interesting to think about. I really don't know about it much. Maybe I've denied being proud. I don't quite get it. But I know tonight and many times in life I feel proud of my father, or my kids. Maybe I should allow myself, to feel it for myself at something. I don't know. I'd much rather think I'm just another human being making it through this life. I guess I did feel some pride when I graduated, and then again from something that should have been easy but I was pregnant, so I do get it I guess...it wasn't easy for me. I think I've tried to find some value in myself, I don't understand the word proud very much. Value means I did something useful for someone else.