I'm stable today, I wasn't stable yesterday. This is just a temporary lull, due to more to exhaustion than anything else. I have used the lull to try to develop a plan of action but I'm not sure I have the strength to carry any of it out.

I need something to change and that has to be finding the right medication to support me through the therapy I am about to start. Unfortunately, my pdoc has yet to come up with any meds that I haven't already tried and that won't cause intolerable side effects.