Hey,

I'm feeling really sad about the fact that my parents won't ever 'see' me.. They can't handle certain emotions, so they'll either ignore me or get mad at me if I express those feelings in their presence, or they'll try to talk those feelings into something they're not - they can't just BE there and listen. Such superficial relationships with my own parents when I can't share the bad times with them, only the good.. I know it's due to their own issues, but it kind of feels like they're using me, always expecting me to be in a good mood even if I'm not and take care of their feelings.. It sucks

Just needed to share..