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Originally Posted by Sinking Feeling
for me I have two variations depending on y mood. In hypomanic I am able to solve problems better and faster, I can think of several things at a time often cycling back and forth from one to another. I seem to be more in control during this variation. The other one is I have little or no control over my thoughts and they are all over the place often scrambled like tossed salad unable to stay focused. I hate this one!
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But what do yo think about? I dunno if this is really relevant but I am curious. Like I literally get up and never stop thinking. future, failure, happy, depression all in one day. is that how you get? I just pace back and forth thinking. I get so easily inspired, and cant stop thinking. therefore I started to drink a lot. But during the hypomania can u have depressing thoughts? like I get over confident and depressed, anxious and angry all in the same day. its no longer polar its everything at once. like a storm. but they diagnosed me BP 2 because I used to have severe depression and then get the highs. I dont know its like living in hell.