hey Camacho,
I just wanted to say i feel for you.....I hope it gets better. Some of the others have already said that maybe you should consider an alternative to work untill then, sitting at home all the time can't be good for you. Hey you've already made progress you recognize the problem, or at least a factor in it, now you just have to make the decision and the commitment to do something about it
Sincerly with all my support